tell me what to do, 'cos i don't know what to do.

why won't you try? don't you even think about how much i tried just for you. you only think about your own inabilities, without trying at all.

you give up 'cos you think of yourself. is this goodbye to our feelings for each other?

so many questions you can't answer. 'cos you don't even understand yourself.

no amount of apologies from you can ever heal the wound you left me with. i don't even know if you can even make up for the trust i placed in you. or rather, my misplaced trust.

if i could, i'd run away far from you. 'cos i'm afraid to even talk to you.

i can't bring myself to even talk to you as a friend. 'cos i still love you.

what can i do? what should i do? i don't know what to do anymore. should i still love you? or should i just throw it all away?

i just can't bear this pain anymore.

this year has given me heartbreaks. nothing but heartbreaks.

i thought you wouldn't do what she did to me. but turns out you are none the better.

you said you were different from other girls. but a girl will always be a girl. nothing can change that fact. 'cos you've already done what any other girl has done.

lost, but does it matter? it doesn't matter to you anymore. confused, i wander alone facing everything myself.

i don't know what to do. can you tell me what i should do? do you still want me? will you still love me? please tell me. 'cos i don't know either.